Star Ka'at's Ramblings

{March 28, 2017}   Jaded

Jaded and faded
Outdated and traded
Dreamless and hopeless

No goals, no drive
My purpose is for others
The self is empty

Fight to abstain
From love and life
In vain, in vain

Curiosity stunted, interest wanes
What do I want?
Days pass, unconcerned


{October 17, 2011}   Broken Trusts; Screw You

Love and hatred
Broken trusts
Lies and deceits
Dirty filtered sight

So blind
You don’t even know
Come out and leave
Your hateful world

So many years
Uncounted pain
Who would know
Who would see

Is there healing?
Would you ever bother?
Are you even capable?
Do you even give a ????

How to respect
How to honor
In the sight of God
How to live with this and you

{November 4, 2010}   No Hope

Clouds and gray skies
Where are the rainbows?
Hail stones and rain drops
Where is the sunshine?

Tunnel, barred steel
No end, no light
Why so selfish, precious?
Why so demanding

No hope? No help?
Always my fault, no matter what
Always me broken, no matter who
No hope, no help

et cetera