Star Ka'at's Ramblings











{September 5, 2011}   Melancholy

Shock
Numb
Horror
Denial

Dismay
Tears
Broken
Comprehension

Longing
Empty
Listless
Forgotten

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The things
Control, tyrannical
Hurt, maim, terrify
Ignore, shun, abandon

People do
Demand, assert
Force, betray, deceive
Lie, conceal, abuse

For love & money
Forget, twist
bludgeon, hinder, prevent
Mock, gloat, kill



{August 8, 2011}   Blood

Dark stains on white satin
Frames the blade, shaking and dripping
Dark stains on white satin
Slick cool warmed unnaturally

Spreading stains on white satin
Crowded mind so empty
Spreading stains on white satin
Sounds dimly muted

Wrapped in dark satin
Hair spread and snagged, grass and branch
Wrapped in dark satin
Wet and clinging, my death shroud



{July 26, 2011}   Thought Balloon

Don’t open
My thought balloon
Don’t look at
My thought balloon

Ugly and black
My thought balloon
Pocked and scarred
My thought balloon

Worse on the inside
My thought balloon
Death on the inside
My thought balloon

Is there redemption for
My thought balloon
Is there any hope for
My thought balloon



{July 18, 2011}   Fragrance

Behold the forgotten sense
Shut else down
Embrace the power
Breathe

Flowers, sweat, dirt, cologne
Sealed, burned, remembered
Vivid, overwhelming, forceful
Breathe fear

Skin, rain, trees, fur
Held, cradled, lingered
Strong, encompassing, gentle
Breathe love

Dust, vinyl, leather, branded smoke
Lost, present, raw
Piercing, gripping, tormenting
Breathe death



{June 27, 2011}   Road Trip

Long, boring
Fun, exciting
Family, friends

Far away places
Home away places
Long unseen people

Hate the trip
Love the journey
Enjoy the experience



{June 21, 2011}   Thirst

Bright
Dry
Sand
Shimmer

Desire
Need
Thirst
Desperation



{June 14, 2011}   Spider

Watching
So many
Moving
Silent speed

A whisper
A shadow
Screaming
Fleeing

Nightmare
Reaching
Grasping
Dying



{June 7, 2011}   Mother

Wanted
Needed
Broken
Despising

How could you
Why would you
Break me
Fake me

Just love me
Please hold me
I can’t lead you
I can’t raise you

I cry alone
I’ll die alone
I fight alone
I’ll long alone



{April 12, 2011}   Books

Run, run, run
Reach the barrier
Touch the future
Yank the past

Fly, fly, fly
Join the dragons
Slay the knights
Feast upon the dew

Cry, try, die
Surrender your fear
Bloom your courage
Sound the battle shout

Whisper, softly, whisper
Lullabies and love
Secrets and treason
Hopes and dreams



et cetera